Life, itself.

As I sit in the library at school on a gorgeous Sunday late afternoon... I think of how and who I have becomed today... In some ways, I find it shocking how I even ended up where I am right now with life. I think back to my mistakes and shrug it off as something to learn from. I think back to my regrets, and remind myself that sometimes... some things are worth taking a risk for, but you just gotta do it to find out if it was worth it or not. I don't know, maybe it's just me thinking too much, but I have really succumbed my head with endelss thoughts about me and my life. 

I think back to all the relationships I've had so far, and what I've picked up from each indiviudal guy that held a place in my timeline. I look back upon the many great memories of my sisters and I... but as I look right and left..I realize that they're all married and I'm still left sitting in my mother's nest... Sometimes I question myself if I will ever get married? At times I find myself doubting that I will ever get married because marriage is simply just too over-rated. But at times, I am flustered with the thoughts that I know I will not live this life alone, and rather with the "man of my dreams" who will be different from the others, and who will love me unconditionally. But then again, I laugh at these thoughts... because who really knows what the future holds --- no one.

It's only been about a month since I've been attending this college and I already feel like it's taught me a lot about myself. A lot about being a female and feminism. Though I am still slowly adjusting to this school, I like it a lot! The professors, the students, the school buildings, everything about it.... I'm hoping that my sister and I will both get accepted into our program this Fall. I am nervous, but I am ready for the challenges that awaits me. Since attending this college, I have been writing 2 page essays every single day!!! I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but I'm not a writer myself, so I find it hard to just bullshit a paper. LOL.... Jk, I don't bullshit on my papers, at least not all of them :) I am overwhelmed with the papers, it does get pretty intense!

However, spring break is slowly approaching us! I will be in Chicago, celebrating my cousin's birthday. It's been a while since I've gone outside of MN. So this mini getaway will be the perfect vacation for me! We will be staying in the Queen Suite at the Inn of Chicago for 3 nights. This hotel is located in the heart of downtown Chicago, so it's literally in the center of all the awesome tourist attractions (Milleunium Park, Navy Pier, Museums, Magnificent Mile)!! I am so ready to get away from here for a little while and just not have to worry about life.... They have a skyline terrance on the 22nd floor that overlooks the beautiful city of Chicago and an InnBar Cocktail Lounge inside the hotel too. Spring break, please hurry :)

Anywho, I think I will leave it short here. Time to hit home and read some more homework materials -- boo!! Have a great day folks!

Inn of Chicago.

Skyline terrance, isn't it gorgeous!?!

The beautiful skyline terrance.

InnBar Cocktail Lounge.

InnBar Cocktail Loungel

All photos courtesy of: Innofchicago.com

Haters love me.

Hello all!

OMG. It's been fo-evaaaaaa since I last posted. Sorry :( Life is busy. Hope everyone is doing good because I've been doing aweeeesome! Anywho, before I sleep.. I need to get this out of my head because it's bugging the crap out of me. So, here goes.....

Have you ever had "haters" that would always leave nasty comments on your pictures? And as much as you would like to comment something ugly right back, you decide that you're not gonna jump on the ugly train and comment something negative back, so instead you say something to make them feel stupid instead? Yeah. I'm having one of those right now. & It's not even like this is the first time this certain person has done this to me. I'm not letting it get the best of me, but I just need to vent about it because.... well, it's pretty annoying when that person repetitively does it. Like, it gets old and annoying, obviously. 

But what can you say, right?? Haters just love me, simple as that. It's funny how a simple self-image of yourself can bring so much hate in someone that they feel they have to harass you by saying something immature and ignorant. Sad how low people have put themselves. I will laugh this off because.... well, homeboy is just mad homegirl is cute :) But it's all gucci, I don't have to worry about it. & If he continues to let them ugly words out of his mouth, I hope he doesn't expect me to sit here like a dog because I will say something ugly the next time it happens. I can tolerate a lot of things, but not when it comes to plain ignorance, especially when coming from a "grown man," or so I think.... 

Grow up. Don't make me step to my next level and shut you up. I don't need to put you in your place, and you don't need to always comment negative things on my photos. If yo ain't got nothin' nice to say, then I suggest you shut that ugly trap of yours, or I can always help you too. 

Okay, done ranting for the night. I feel more relieved now. & I can sleep peacefully now. Thank goodness.... So folks, let the haters hate. When they feel intimidated, what else are they gonna do but say something to bring you down. Let them hate, we only aim to please the ugly :)

Kiss this, my lovely haters :)