My Thanksgiving weekend and more!

Hopefully you all had a great Thanksgiving feast with your family. I hope that you guys spent your Thanksgiving day wisely and spent it with those of whom you are truly thankful for. I sure did have a great Thanksgiving along with some delicious family secret recipe for our turkey stuffing! This year, my family decided not to go all out on food and deserts for Thanksgiving, like we always do (we decided to save that for Christmas), therefore we just had our delicious turkey and stuffing, some goat curry-like dish, and some boiled chicken. I was hoping that I would be able to take some pictures of all the good food we had, but sadly I was super busy that I didn’t even bother doing so. That means no Thanksgiving photos, sorry :(

Anyways – a friend of mine from Oklahoma was in town and wanted to hang out and hit up the club, so my ladies and I decided to go out with him and his guys. It’s been such a long time since I last seen him, about 4 years now?? So it was definitely great seeing him again and catching up on life. It’s always good to see old faces again, it’s like you get a sudden rush of flashbacks – good times, of course!! So, I decided to be nice and share some of these clubbing photos with you all, obviously I won’t show ALL of them because, well…. let’s not get too personal now. Enjoy them!

I'm ready!

As you can tell, someone’s drunk!

My good friend of 7 years!!

Can someone please tell me what’s going on?

My friend, SunnyX, who was visiting from Oklahoma. 

Don’t really know what she’s trying to do!?!

Someone’s feeling good….

Don’t remember what he was saying!!

You can tell we ended the night on a good note because of this picture! Mwuahahaha..

On a totally different note…..I feel like my 4 year relationship is coming close to an end. I never thought I’d be saying this, but I just feel like it’s that time. I hope I don’t sound too naïve and selfish, but I honestly think that we’ve been together for so long now that it’s getting kind of boring. You know what makes it worse is that he lives out of state, so I barely get to see him too. I know I should be patient because he sure is patient with me, but it’s not even about being patient anymore. Don’t worry, I’m not cheating on him nor do I have someone else waiting for me, I’m definitely not that type of girl nor do I tolerate stuff like that either, but I just feel like everything is starting to be a routine. I know I shouldn’t just look at what we have at this present time, but still…. Somewhat, I feel like we’re both slowly growing apart from each other. I’m almost speechless and at a loss for words because even I can’t explain the feelings that I am feeling inside. He’s such a good and loving guy, I’m afraid I might make the wrong decision. However, I must be true to myself and go with my guts. Maybe this mutual break-up will help us better understand if our relationship was meant to be or not. *Sighs* Anyways, I think I’ll leave it short here as I ponder away on my endless thoughts.. Have a great day everyone….

The first time he came to visit me, Valentines in 2008 :)

The last time I saw him, May 2011. I miss you KSVaaj :(